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10/28/24: nothing is alright anymore. i've been fighting tooth and nail in this desolate box i know no escape from. i've given up on making sense of things.
three months. no fresh food or water. for three months. when i realized the fridge wasn't restocking itself, i had to start rationing what little sustenance i had left. all the fridge gives me now is rotten mush, what one would call in another lifetime "food."
don't even try to eat it. it's inedible. even the smell makes my skin decay. it all gets thrown into a spare room i've made no use for. well, 'til now.
i don't think i'm even supposed to be surviving right now. this is beyond what a normal human should be able to endure. am i a normal human? for so long i've questioned who i really am, what is my purpose in this world?
if this is all there is to life i think i'm gonna cry again

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8/08/24: Sorry for missing an update yesterday! A black goop started seeping through the windows, so I had to use the last of my paper towels to clean it up. You can still see stains of it on the floor where it once was, but as long as I don't directly smell the fumes it emits, I think I should be fine!

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8/06/24: it's watching me. it's watching me through the screen. it's watching me through the walls. it's watching me through my eyes.
The fridge restock was normal today, except for the fact there was a really weird gooey substance in a box container. I don't think I should eat any of this

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???/???/???: something got in

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8/2/24: THERE WAS A REALLY LOUD BANGING NOISE OUTSIDE IT WASN'T ON THE DOOR BUT IT WAS ON EVERY WALL OF THE HOUSE I WAS SO SCARED THE INTERNET WENT OFF I DON'T KNOW HOW TO LEAVE THE DOOR HAS NO DOORKNOB I'M SO SCARED I'M SO SCARED

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8/1/24: I'm not doing so good. Fridge was late on restocking today. Had to wait 8 hours on an empty stomach.

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7/31/24: Finally mustered up some courage to talk in the Discord! The chatters seem nice, though they keep asking for a "CZORCH" person. Other than that, they seem really fond of me! I started a fanclub in case anyone wanted to join. I want to make friends.

potatopeeler1009

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7/30/24: Played Minecraft for 11 hours straight. I stayed up long enough I saw the newest camman18 short upload. Whoever I am, it seems I wasn't important enough to look for. The fridge is somehow restocked. Maybe this can work out.

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7/29/24: I figured out how to leave the room! Yay! The house is mostly empty, save for the fridge stocked with different ingredients, and a basic decorated living area. The outside just leads to woods. Might just play Minecraft until a rescue team comes by.

Surely, someone is looking for me?

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7/28/24: I pop into existence. I don't know who I am, what I am, or who I'm supposed to be. All I have is this computer in front of me with an account signed in as "cutegirlymurder399."